this few posts r still a bit emo luh...dont mind =[
i m still v.sad abt granny ... i remember her bringing me to chinatown looking at everything .. i want smth n she said i had 1 so she wont buy for me i was mad at her n yell at her saying she was selfish ..we went to the market to buy amth to eat ..she gave me the meat in her porridge n she said i m still growing i need lots of vitamins i saw her plain porridge ... i was like is she only going to eat that ? i ate very quickly n left meats for her n said grandma, help me eat i cant finish and she ate them ..when going home i juz say , grandma , give me money i wanna buy drinks .. she gave me the money ..on the way home thinking abt how disrespectful i m . I went to dig my piggy bank n returned grandma the money she said no nid but still i apologised to her ..for being so disrespectful..


at granny house , on sats i always think she dotes on eunice more n i become jealous ..i dont listen to wad she says i dislike her and said she is unfair ! but i m sorry for whatever i said i take back all the unreasonable things i told her ..

grandma loves me , i noe , she loves every1 ..grandma taught me so much .. i wished she was still here , i seriously do..
i told her i wan her to see me go into a good sec sch , i told her i wan her to see me grow up , married , have children , see my children grow up , find a good career , but now she cant .. shes not here anymore ...grandma , i love u , i miss u , i'll always remember the words u told me ,i would ave money to buy things for u ..thats wad my heart wishes to do for u ..i miss u alot ... i promise u i would study , i promise u i would not disobey my parents i promise u i would take care if them when i grow up i oso promise u i would nv ever forget the things u do , does , said , did .......forever,,, i love ya ~~~

Your so cute when u makes funny faces =]><
went to ahma house last few days =[=[=[=[
it juz feels so weird without ahma =[
i am sure gonna be dead busy during this freakig hooliday ... it doesnt seems to be a holiday at all .. i am overloaded with hw . . geez..
ahma !! saw a old lady holding her grandchild hand .. =[it makes me think of ahma holding my hand ..=[
loves =]

I miss her more and more as days goes by.
I hope shes doing fine. Flying around the city in the bodies of moths & butterflies. I saw her once, she came visiting together with grandpa. How sweet.
Sorry people, i hope you guys wont get creeps after reading this.Haha :D

Ahma ! visit more ! i luv to c ya !! loves moths and butterfly !!