this few posts r still a bit emo luh...dont mind =[
i m still v.sad abt granny ... i remember her bringing me to chinatown looking at everything .. i want smth n she said i had 1 so she wont buy for me i was mad at her n yell at her saying she was selfish ..we went to the market to buy amth to eat ..she gave me the meat in her porridge n she said i m still growing i need lots of vitamins i saw her plain porridge ... i was like is she only going to eat that ? i ate very quickly n left meats for her n said grandma, help me eat i cant finish and she ate them ..when going home i juz say , grandma , give me money i wanna buy drinks .. she gave me the money ..on the way home thinking abt how disrespectful i m . I went to dig my piggy bank n returned grandma the money she said no nid but still i apologised to her ..for being so disrespectful..


at granny house , on sats i always think she dotes on eunice more n i become jealous ..i dont listen to wad she says i dislike her and said she is unfair ! but i m sorry for whatever i said i take back all the unreasonable things i told her ..

grandma loves me , i noe , she loves every1 ..grandma taught me so much .. i wished she was still here , i seriously do..
i told her i wan her to see me go into a good sec sch , i told her i wan her to see me grow up , married , have children , see my children grow up , find a good career , but now she cant .. shes not here anymore ...grandma , i love u , i miss u , i'll always remember the words u told me ,i would ave money to buy things for u ..thats wad my heart wishes to do for u ..i miss u alot ... i promise u i would study , i promise u i would not disobey my parents i promise u i would take care if them when i grow up i oso promise u i would nv ever forget the things u do , does , said , did .......forever,,, i love ya ~~~

Your so cute when u makes funny faces =]><
went to ahma house last few days =[=[=[=[
it juz feels so weird without ahma =[
i am sure gonna be dead busy during this freakig hooliday ... it doesnt seems to be a holiday at all .. i am overloaded with hw . . geez..
ahma !! saw a old lady holding her grandchild hand .. =[it makes me think of ahma holding my hand ..=[
loves =]

I miss her more and more as days goes by.
I hope shes doing fine. Flying around the city in the bodies of moths & butterflies. I saw her once, she came visiting together with grandpa. How sweet.
Sorry people, i hope you guys wont get creeps after reading this.Haha :D

Ahma ! visit more ! i luv to c ya !! loves moths and butterfly !!

AHMA I WAN U TO COME BACK I 'LL EAT MORE FOOD , STUDY HARDER , HELP TAKE CARE OF PARENTS IF THEY DONT NOE HOW ,HELP WITH EVERYTHING I CAN ...
AHMA ! I WAN U TO COME BACK ...LIFE IS DAMN BORED WITHOUT U ...
I MISS U
I MISS U
I MISS U
CAN U COME BACK ?
CAN U COME BACK ?
CAN U COME BACK ?
I MISS THE FOOD U COOK
I MISS YOUR FACE
I MISS THE JUICES U MAKE
I MISS YOUR LECTURES
I MISS THE WORDS U ALWAYS SAY BEFORE EXAM
I MISS THE BEAUTIFUYL SMILE OF URS
I MISS YOUR FUNNY FACES
I MISS YOUR SMELL
I MISS UR KINDNESS TOWARDS EVERY1
I MISS YOUR TOUCH
I MISS UR VOICE
I MISS UR LAUGHTERS
I MISS EVERYTHING U DO/DID/DOES
AND OF COS I MISS U !
AH MA !! I MSS U N LOVE U !!!

Grandma, you will live forever in my heart. I won't forget you and I just want to tell you that I love you. Im so fortunate to have you as my grandmother.


I love you, forever.

hi ! got back my results n almost fainted math fail ..i knew i would fail but such pity tat i did not pass by 5 marks =(science sucks chinese sucks and of cos MATH SUCKS THE MOST !!!! my eng was not bad =) every1 was surely not happy with their marks shall work harder !! hais i did not have enough slp n now so weak hope my dad would buy me some expensive tonics .
DREAM ON LA MICH , HE WOULD PROBABLY JUZ BUY U A BLOD OF GREEN BEAN SOUP
hais ..shall not post more i m tired n wanna slp its 12.55AM oh ya its shannon jie jie 's birthday ...
shannon jie ! hope ur readding my blog Happy b'day i gave u b'day present le n u told u like them i was damn happy <3 ya as my sis .. i nv go sch so many days cuz some family prob lor u go with sihui lor or rachel .. actually wrote u a long letter but lost it ... dammit but nvm i write another 1 since i got time !! still shen ri kuai le !! may all ur wishes come true !! =)

its 1:00am now,bye sweet dreams ,fren !!
the past ? it was juz a blur

SORRY 4 NOT POSTING LAST FEW DAYS.. i'm not free .hais ...i m sad extremely sad ..exams are okay excet that eng is horrendous n math is killing me . Science n chinese r both okay but now i dont actually care bout taking results back or wad ..i 1 my grandma to be healthy like everyday she was ..Granma was admitted intoi hospital a few days ago some of my frens noe .. some dont even noe a percent of it sorry 4 not saying as i dont wanna be sad to bff ...geez .. my granma did not done any thing wrong did she ?? she did not deserve all tis . Why ?? why is life so unfair ? tat is fate ? never resign to fate !! I visited granma today ... seeing her so pale .. i was damn sad ..=( she almos dunno who am i ..we feed her things feed her drink talk to her .. at last the doctor came all of us went out of the room when the doctor came out , he talk to my aunt n uncle ... all the cousin have no idea than aunt told us tat the doctor told us to prepare .. she cried n soon every1 cried .. we tried not to infront of granma we do not 1 to upset her ..1 by 1 pretend n said we wanna go toilet actually we went in to cry n wipe of tears but soon when granma cried infront of us no 1 could bear our tears in any other way cos all of us were kinda agitated n i cried too..... THE DOCTOR SAY PREPARE ! I NOE WAD THAT MEANS I NOE !!!!!!! WAD THE ...... GRANDMA DONT DESERVE TIS ... SHE DONT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=((( GRANDMA , I LOVE U ! LOVE U MORE THAN ANY 1 ELSE COS U BRING ME UP , HAD IT NOT BEEN 4 U .. THERE WILL NOT BE ME , MICHELLE HAN HERE WRITING BLOG .. GRANMA U CRIED TOO JUZ NOW TOO .. I NOE EVER1 SAW IT DONT WORRY ABOUT US ALL OF US WILL SUCCEED IN WADEVER WE'RE DOIN .....LASTLY AGN LUV YA 4EVA GRANMA !! <3
no matter where u r,
u r always in my <3..>